2005-02-21 - *i spoke the words but never gave a thought to what they all could mean...*
2005-02-18 - why does charlotte suck?
2005-02-18 - *have a seat while i - take to the sky...*
2005-02-17 - -
2005-02-16 - *sent out an s.o.s. call...*
2005-02-16 - *go on, go on, away from here...*
2005-02-15 - *i can hardly speak and understand why you can't raise your voice to say...*
2005-02-14 - *catch the snow on your tongue and show me how it tastes...*
2005-02-13 - *don't you love what is intangible?*
2005-02-11 - ow. a world of fucking ow.
2005-02-11 - *lost my innocence to a no good girl...*
2005-02-10 - *anything at any price.. all of this for you...*
2005-02-09 - *inside - everybody's hiding something...*
2005-02-08 - *the second hand unwinds...*
2005-02-07 - *maybe she'll be hearing this.. but probably she won't...*
2005-02-05 - a few quizzes
2005-02-05 - *if there is a hell.. i'll see you there...*
2005-02-04 - *why must people always want what they can't have?*
2005-02-01 - *remembering you - how you used to be...*
2005-01-29 - *and it's missed when it's... gone...*
2005-01-28 - *we're left with monotony - nothing to say...*
2005-01-27 - meep meep meep.
2005-01-24 - *think for yourself...*
2005-01-23 - meep! mr. squishyface!
2005-01-22 - *vanish today.. not the first time i hear...*
2005-01-21 - *feed my dreams some more...*
2005-01-19 - *my blood wants to say hello to you...*
2005-01-18 - *and we were dreaming...*
2005-01-17 - *dreamed of all the different ways i had to make her glow...*
2005-01-14 - *threw to you the obvious...*
2005-01-13 - *i can hardly wait to hold you...*
2005-01-12 - *this song is only wishful thinking...*
2005-01-11 - *don't want you to ignore me...*
2005-01-10 - *and i promise you, i promise that...*
2005-01-08 - *do you think that this could work out?*
2005-01-08 - *ask me what its like to have myself so figured out - wish i knew...*
2005-01-07 - *and now you want me badly...*
2005-01-06 - *into the sea, you and me...*
2005-01-05 - *she's the finest, sweetest thing in my world...*
2005-01-03 - *please don't unless this is something you mean...*
2005-01-03 - *i am cool, cool as the deep blue ocean...*
2005-01-01 - *every picture you paint, i will paint myself out...*
2004-12-31 - *everything, will be alright...*
2004-12-30 - *i'm waiting, i'm waiting, for you...*
2004-12-30 - *here comes the sun in the form of a girl...*
2004-12-28 - *difficult not to feel a little bit, disappointed and passed over...*
2004-12-27 - *constantly consuming, conquer and devour...*
2004-12-27 - *open gash in my rib cage, it's never gonna mend...*
2004-12-25 - merry sexmas to all, and to all a good.. well.. you know.
2004-12-25 - please find some way to make me feel worse.
2004-12-24 - *it's where you want to be...*
2004-12-23 - *i'm sorry it took me so long...*
2004-12-22 - *ever the optimistic... one...*
2004-12-21 - *its you that i adore...*
2004-12-20 - *such a dirty mind...*
2004-12-20 - *i steal a kiss from her sleeping shadow moves...*
2004-12-19 - meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!
2004-12-17 - *what can i do...?*
2004-12-17 - slasha-ed! yay!
2004-12-16 - *every picture you paint, i will paint myself out...*
2004-12-15 - *you let me complicate you...*
2004-12-13 - * tuesday, wednesday, break my heart...*
2004-12-12 - "you look like you have a hangover!" - my mother. thank you. mmm purgatory.
2004-12-11 - *a walking study.. in demonology...*
2004-12-11 - *and i hope that you see this heart behind my tired eyes...*
2004-12-10 - *the colors all fade away...*
2004-12-09 - *if it makes you less sad, i will die by your hand...*
2004-12-08 - *here with you it's perfect...*
2004-12-07 - *i know exactly what goes on...*
2004-12-06 - *look i'm standing naked before you...*
2004-12-04 - *all to no avail...*
2004-12-03 - *when your pants came off, and i turned you over...*
2004-12-03 - *and i can't shake the thought of you...*
2004-12-02 - *can't we just spend the night together...*
2004-12-01 - *cross out the eyes, blur all the lines...*
2004-11-30 - *shy away, shy away phantom...*
2004-11-28 - *so are we playing for keeps?*
2004-11-26 - meep.
2004-11-26 - *how did it go so fast...*
2004-11-25 - *thinking of you, thinking, thinking...*
2004-11-23 - this shit is... bananas?
2004-11-22 - *in you i see dirty...*
2004-11-22 - *send me an angel to love...*
2004-11-21 - *i hope you come down with something they can't diagnose, don't have the cure for...*
2004-11-21 - *covered in an arctic snow...*
2004-11-20 - *my whole existence is flawed...*
2004-11-19 - *spent and sighing with a look in your eye like...*
2004-11-18 - *oh, so let it go...*
2004-11-18 - fuuuuckin hell...
2004-11-17 - *don't fret precious i'm here..*
2004-11-16 - *someday i will walk away and say... you disappoint me...* << i can not *GASM* enough.
2004-11-16 - *this could be the very minute i'm aware that i'm alive...*
2004-11-15 - *such a dirty mind..*
2004-11-15 - *well* then...
2004-11-14 - *stewie voice* oh my...
2004-11-12 - "i'll just buy a prostitute!" - val
2004-11-11 - *someday you're gonna get hungry, and eat most of the words you just said...*
2004-11-11 - *show me the way back...*
2004-11-11 - *and i take back all the things that i said...*
2004-11-10 - *the trick is to keep breathing...*
2004-11-09 - *gasm gasm gasm l word gasm*
2004-11-09 - *you end up dead in the end...*
2004-11-07 - "she will EAT your FACE!" - ... everyone, on the puppy.
2004-11-07 - *well i threw to you the obvious...*
2004-11-06 - *if i am silent, then i am not real...*
2004-11-06 - birthdayness of birthdayish stuff.
2004-11-05 - happy birthday to ME, dammit!
2004-11-04 - *cause your heart's as dead as mine...*
2004-11-03 - fuck fuck fuckity fuck
2004-11-03 - it's like a bad dream...
2004-11-02 - *a masochistic lamb to slaughter.. maybe you missed the point...*
2004-11-01 - *she said i'm not dead - but i'm not alive...*
2004-11-01 - moviescriptness!
2004-10-31 - *kidnap the sandy claws, lock him up real tight!*
2004-10-31 - "cas when i meet you i'm going to slap your breasts!" - val
2004-10-30 - *i don't want to feel this way forever: a dead letter marked return to sender...*
2004-10-30 - *fade out again...*
2004-10-30 - *make this all go away...*
2004-10-29 - *still recall the taste of your skin...*
2004-10-28 - *it's everything that you'll never find...*
2004-10-27 - hmm. just because i'm not special doesn't make it right.
2004-10-27 - *what you said, and what you meant, didn't ever seem to meet...*
2004-10-26 - *no you can't take that away from me...*
2004-10-25 - *you said that i could tie you down...*
2004-10-24 - *it's so wrong that i need abuse..*
2004-10-24 - *hiding the tears from my eyes...*
2004-10-23 - *if i should choose to die alone, you should forgive and forget me...*
2004-10-22 - *wish there was something real, wish there was something true...*
2004-10-22 - "i stuck it in the wrong way." - me, on the pregnancy test.
2004-10-20 - *like a good book i can't put this day back...*
2004-10-20 - *and we make it up as we go along...*
2004-10-20 - ch-ch-ch-chaaaanges....
2004-10-18 - *we can't help but feel.. that something has been lost..*
2004-10-17 - *my finger on the trigger...*
2004-10-16 - *salt lakes i've saved for myself...*
2004-10-16 - fuck you. (an ode to no one) - sp
2004-10-16 - "you know her pussy tastes like lysol!" margaret cho, on laura bush
2004-10-14 - *ready let's roll onto something new...*
2004-10-13 - "ew it's on my FUCKING HAND!" - me, on an unknown substance from cara's car
2004-10-12 - *get out of my head...*
2004-10-12 - *desperate... ravenous... so weak and powerless...*
2004-10-11 - *don't you mess with a little girl's dream...*
2004-10-10 - purgatory!
2004-10-09 - *in your eyes, thought i saw everything.. take it back, baby you're lying...*
2004-10-08 - *do what you want, cause i'll do anything...*
2004-10-08 - *i remember i kept thinking that i know you never would...*
2004-10-06 - *i am heaven sent. don't you dare forget...*
2004-10-06 - *sings crestfallen*
2004-10-05 - *swim, in reverie...*
2004-10-04 - *i'll be just fine...*
2004-10-01 - "i'm the master of low expectations." - president bush
2004-09-30 - *i wanna be a kennedy...*
2004-09-29 - *i beg for just one more tomorrow.. where you hold me down, fold me in.. deep, deep, deep in the heart of your sins...*
2004-09-28 - *and if you ever said you miss me, don't say you never lied...*
2004-09-27 - *i am all you've ever wanted...*
2004-09-23 - prisoner!cas. :-|
2004-09-22 - familyness overdose.
2004-09-22 - *yesterday's feelings will all be lost in time...*
2004-09-21 - meeples!
2004-09-21 - ow ow ow. ow. ow.
2004-09-20 - *alone is all we are, even when we feel this close...*
2004-09-19 - utter tripe and random bollocks. oh my.
2004-09-17 - "who's your daddy?" "....... irene...?" "that's right bitch."
2004-09-16 - *it's raaaaiiiining all the tiiiiiiime...*
2004-09-15 - bah. hurricanes.
2004-09-13 - shopping, zombie killin' and memes. oh my.
2004-09-13 - a night of gay. yay.
2004-09-11 - mmm. blood and bed.
2004-09-10 - maaaaaaaargaret!
2004-09-09 - butch carpenter i am not :(
2004-09-08 - packrat tendancies and sex discussions. oh my.
2004-09-08 - *coordinate brain and mouth...*
2004-09-07 - it was a dark and stormy... afternoon :-s
2004-09-07 - *like a thought brushing up against a sigh...*
2004-08-29 - *be's politically savvy* or. something.
2004-08-27 - *apparently nothing..at all*
2004-08-26 - "alykat730 has ball in hand"
2004-08-25 - *random tori amos singing*
2004-08-23 - "PUSSY PLAY PING PONG!"
2004-08-19 - cleaning, movies, and pedestrian killing. oh my.
2004-08-17 - taking lives and such.
2004-08-16 - the weekend and such.
2004-08-13 - hostile mushrooms can make faith become the pie!
2004-08-09 - the weekend and such
2004-08-05 - gaudy pussies and snuggles, oh my!
2004-08-03 - the road trip
2004-08-01 - home sweet home...
2004-07-24 - the home stretch
2004-07-23 - *got a long taxi ride...*
2004-07-23 - closer and closer...
2004-07-22 - and now we have... missouri!
2004-07-22 - south dakota next!
2004-07-22 - wyoming and.. beyond?
2004-07-21 - goodbye montana, hello..... next state!
2004-07-21 - idaho!
2004-07-20 - bad eyes.
2004-07-19 - *excitedness*
2004-07-18 - boys are icky!
2004-07-18 - beware the buffets! and other amusing things.
2004-07-17 - happy birthday to my missus!
2004-07-15 - i hate you, hospital.
2004-07-14 - bad bad bad day.
2004-07-11 - monkey addiction abound.
2004-07-11 - stupid fuckin people
2004-07-10 - early-ness.
2004-07-09 - monkey master, groceries and..clowns :-s.
2004-07-08 - low carb my ass! and.. stuff.
2004-07-08 - randomness and movie watching
2004-07-07 - boxes, boxes and birthdayness!
2004-07-06 - ignore me. please.
2004-07-04 - fourth of july and such!
2004-07-03 - stupid alltel and birthday prezzies. yay!
2004-07-01 - dreams, banks, and 12 year old boyness!
2004-06-29 - i sat on my pussy :-S
2004-06-28 - concerned women my ass
2004-06-28 - random raar, as usual.
2004-06-26 - phone calls, burgers and republican lesbians. oh my.
2004-06-25 - tornado warnings, kat's b-day and.. pussies.
2004-06-24 - box o clothes!
2004-06-23 - frolf beating and stuff
2004-06-21 - *sings random poppish songs*
2004-06-21 - burgers and porn!
2004-06-20 - "was this in west virginia...?" - cara, on the TEXAS chainsaw massacre...
2004-06-19 - frolf!
2004-06-17 - vh1, dreams, and cracked out pimps...
2004-06-16 - *so pure, so rare, to witness such a lovely goddess..*
2004-06-16 - *kill me faster...*
2004-06-14 - i raar you, diaryland. *raars*
2004-06-12 - meh meh meh
2004-06-11 - mourn my fucking ass
2004-06-10 - text twist! oh god, it's against me!
2004-06-09 - kitties and such
2004-06-08 - breasts, whores, and candy casa!
2004-06-07 - pizza, movie, and general scaries
2004-06-05 - temper tantrums and cookouts
2004-06-03 - *you're talkin like a moron...*
2004-06-02 - momma's birthday!
2004-06-01 - birthday prezzies for various peoples!
2004-06-01 - meh
2004-05-31 - rig driving!
2004-05-30 - carol's, boston terriers, and hondas, oh my!
2004-05-29 - dell is a whore!
2004-05-28 - random randomness, of course
2004-05-27 - stewie!
2004-05-26 - *it's only human nature after all!*
2004-05-25 - mmm. pointy ears....
2004-05-24 - "without discrimination" with a whole new meaning.
2004-05-23 - meep.
2004-05-21 - *yawns*
2004-05-20 - i heart fluffles.
2004-05-19 - like a rock...
2004-05-18 - fishhook-iru of.. doom!
2004-05-18 - casses casses everywhere but not a kat in sight :p
2004-05-16 - lawd. maybe i shouldn't have sugar before bed...
2004-05-14 - *your wet suit is keeping you warm in your cold bed...*
2004-05-13 - babies, cuteness, and cornbread. oh my.
2004-05-09 - mother's day. and such.
2004-05-08 - *think i'm in hell now...*
2004-05-06 - *medicated.. drama queen..*
2004-05-06 - randomness
2004-05-06 - attack of the massive segmented grasshopper!thing!
2004-05-03 - *i hope it sucks you down...*
2004-05-03 - just a thought. ... or a few.
2004-05-02 - brief randomness.
2004-05-01 - laaaawd.
2004-04-30 - *your halo slipping down to choke you now...*
2004-04-30 - *i would rather die than take your bullet...*
2004-04-30 - *raars loudly*
2004-04-29 - meep!
2004-04-29 - slutty hettys
2004-04-26 - desperately seeking l word fic
2004-04-25 - meh
2004-04-23 - little things
2004-04-22 - *how do you feel about god or religion...?*
2004-04-20 - sweet tea and.. stuff.
2004-04-18 - *see you at the bitter end...*
2004-04-13 - i return
2004-04-06 - fucking florida
2004-04-02 - long overdue rambling
2004-03-30 - -
2004-03-25 - mandy o'clock
2004-03-24 - *there's just a few things i think that you should know...*
2004-03-23 - kill ups
2004-03-21 - waffles
2004-03-20 - woe-less
2004-03-19 - bah
2004-03-19 - :-|
2004-03-16 - odd dream
2004-03-14 - whee.
2004-03-13 - this week's spam
2004-03-12 - *you can have my absence of faith...*
2004-03-11 - update for fluffles
2004-02-29 - miss you.
2004-02-28 - sweepy
2004-02-26 - reasons not to watch the news. it leads to this.
2004-02-23 - spam. part one.
2004-02-20 - meep.
2004-02-17 - family insanity and such
2004-02-14 - one month
2004-02-13 - brief randomness before chinese food. yummy
2004-02-10 - *remember, you promised me..*
2004-02-05 - *this is me with the words on the tip of my tongue..*
2004-02-02 - -
2004-01-30 - hmm
2004-01-27 - RAAAR!
2004-01-24 - bah
2004-01-21 - lesbians, finally!
2004-01-20 - raar
2004-01-19 - -
2004-01-14 - eeeeeeep! *excitement*
2004-01-12 - random
2004-01-11 - *my hopes are so high...*
2004-01-07 - alkie meds
2004-01-05 - grr
2004-01-03 - *when the water is too deep, you can close your eyes and really sleep tonight...*
2004-01-02 - sexy pizza
2004-01-02 - echo of a nightmare
2003-12-31 - *i know something that you don't know...*
2003-12-30 - *have you forgotten me?*
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